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Cool People
October 13, 2012
Sometimes life like that
May 08, 2012
Messed Up
Salam people...
Oh well, i was thinking about something else before. But i end up writing something else. Serius... aku bukan org yang baik... kalau dihitung keburukan aku, rasanya lagi banyak dari kebaikan yang aku buat. Kadang-kadang aku pun tak tau kenapa aku bleh jadi camni. Kadang-kadang jugak ada benda yang berlaku diluar jangkaan aku. Kadang-kadang juga, aku akan sakitkan orang kat sekeliling aku. Benda yang aku selalu buat. Sampai satu tahap aku rasa, aku patut jauh dari orang. Hidup sensorang kat muka bumi ni tanpa orang lain kat sekeliling aku. May be aku patut pindah kat pulau mana-mana kot. Haha....!!
Tapi... yelah! Nak buat macam mana. Btol aku manusia biasa yang akan buat banyak kesilapan. Memang lumrah. Tapi, kadang-kadang benda macam ni memang buat aku sakit hati sangat. Bila aku dah cuba pastikan untuk kurangkan masalah yang aku buat kat orang lain. Aku risau kalau-kalau aku tak sempat nak mintak maaf ngan dorang. Putuskan silarurahim... bermusuh... aku dah cukup banyak buat benda-benda macam ni. Bermuhasabah diri, perbetulkan mana yang silap. Btol...! Aku dah try buat benda tu. Tapi still perasaan kurang senang, rasa bersalah tu sampai bila-bila pun susah nak ilang. Even bila aku dah mintak maaf ngan orang yang aku buat salah tu, perasaan tu still lagi ada. Memang tak dapat nak buang.
Mohon keampunan dari Tuhan... Ya...!! Setiap kali aku terpikir pasal benda ni aku memang akan nangeh. Memang dengan Dia je tempat aku mengadu. Aku rasa aku macam loser sangat. Bukanlah niat aku nak kecewakan seseorang tu. Aku memang tak reti nak tunjuk perasaan aku kat orang, dan aku pun tak tau camne nak pujuk atau senangkan balik hati orang tuh. Rasanya hidup orang kat sekeliling aku.
Jadi kengkawan sekalian. Nasihat aku (walaupun aku bukan orang yang selayaknya untuk bagi nasihat), hargailah orang yang ada kat sekeliling korang. Jangan sakitkan hati dorang, terutama orang yang rapat dengan korang. Sebab dorang adalah orang yang paling akan cepat terluka bila korang buat satu-satu kesilapan. Aku belajar dari kesilapan aku, malam ni dan hari-hari sebelumnya. Janga biar dorang rasakan yang korang ni hanya satu kesilapan yang wujud dalam hidup dorang. protect your relationship with others. Don't ruin it by breaking their trust. Memohon kemaafan itu memang mudah, tapi ia tidak akan dapat menyembuhkan luka yang korang dah buat.
Salam and nite :)
December 10, 2011
Forgotten Love
August 27, 2010
The Fog
Last night I dreamt ‘bout you,
Your sweetest words woke me up,
I can’t forget all the words,
And I can’t forget your lovely face.
Oh my, how could this happen to me?
I run through the fog searching for you,
You nowhere in my eyes,
Disappear in the fog.
The morning came to visit,
With shining sun up bright, smiling,
But you’re not there next to me,
All I do just dreaming.
I do remember all the words that you said,
The promises that I gave,
And it seems to fading away,
Disappear in the fog.
Part of me keep telling,
Reminding me for everything,
Still I’m longing for you to come back,
Ah… my dearest I do!
Oh my, how could this happen to me?
I run through the fog searching for you,
You nowhere in my eyes,
Disappear in the fog.
[Break/Talking]
Please tell me that you still there for me,
I’ll give everything, just for you my dearest!
World Irony
Hey, won’t you listen?
To the words I had written,
Done before I’ve forgotten,
Sang with hard rhythm,
Lend me your ears,
Promise it won’t break the tears.
World so irony,
Things happened beyond expectation,
Then they start blaming,
For the course and it become worse.
Now they start talking,
Nonsense and impossible,
Hard to believe,
Though it lies front the eyes,
The unspoken truth.
Sadness and pains, become one,
A rhythm of heart-breaking,
True the world so irony.
It’s not metaphor,
Not even a simile,
It’s only a story of world of irony.
Yeah… the world so irony,
Things happened beyond expectation,
Then they start blaming each other,
For the course and it become worse.
May 02, 2010
Hari yang sungguh mengecewakan~~~
Huh! Ari ni btol2 wat aku tertekan! Da la kene layan cam orang bodo, tengok2 org ku suka tu da ade yang punya... HUaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!~~ Ape nak jadi ni? patah ati aku ngan ape yang jadi... Tak pelah... biar je ape yang da jadi. Nak wat camne... da naseb... hahahaha.. (Mereng!)
tu je la nk ckp pun... buang mase tol!
April 04, 2010
Alkisah....~
Erm... ak pun da tak ingat bile last time aku anta new entry kat blog suram aku ni... hahahaha... lagipun takde benda aku nak cakap. Hidup pun makin susah, makin penat dan akin banyak benda aku nak pikir. kadang-kadang rasa cam nak give-up je idup, tapi kan.... tak best la plak.tapi tu la... idup ni mang penuh ngan cabaran. Nak tak nak kena la kita hadapi, tabah atau tak, suka atau tak... tulah idup. *SIGH* tu la benda nye... asek2 mengeluh je keje aku... Waaa.... patah ati tu memang laselalu jadi. Nak-nak pula bila benda yang kita nak sangat tapi kita tak dapat. Dah berusaha bagai nak rak un belum tentu dapat. Sedih nye rase... Tapi macam aku cakap tulah idup. Ari2 ku duk pikir? pae gune aku idup tapi asek gagal je. Rase cam aku ni LOSER berjaya lak. aiyooo.... Ikut je sume kehendak orang, tapi still gagal untuk jadi yang terbaik...!
February 03, 2010
I'm Special?
am i special? for everything i do not because of me but for the sake of other...? am i special for being the chosen one and at the end of it i'm the one that people put the blame on? am i still special? for every second of my life i was about thinking running away form here and cut-off all the relationship with them? am i still special? for having bad thoughts and do bad things? am i still special?
September 05, 2009
Alahaiiii...
Sejak balik kampung ni cam tak idup je blog ni... huahuahua ... Erm.... entry kali ni pon nak cite kan betapa tensen nye aku walau pun da balik kampung... alahaiiiii...
... Starting.. Balik umah mak cik ku... aduhai... Boring yang amat.. da la takde member... tido bangun tengah ari... pastu layan tv... pastu tido balik.... pastu makan... tu je la keje nye.. sib bek la akhirnye die suh aku pi masuk kelas... ade la gak kejenye... lega la sket
... Dan skang ni plak da masuk bulan Ramadhan... eh2... Da nak abeh pun Ramadhan ni...
sedar tak sedar... lagi dua minggu kita nak raye.... YEAH!!!! pape pun sementara pose tak abeh lagi ni... bio la den ucapkan... SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK...
..
JA NEE!
August 01, 2009
Yosh!!! Balik Kampung Suda!!!
Euhehehe.. setelah sekian lama aku melepak kat sini dengan rasa tensennye ... akhirnya... dapat gak balik kampung
hahaha... sangat hepi... pastu leh la bersenang lenang
tapi sat je la... alahaii... tapi xpe.. yang penting... dapat
banyak-banyak... euhehehe... terharunye
... dapat balik kampung... pada sume kawan-kawanku... bye2.. den balik dlu... jangan ngumpat
den ok? jangan sedih2
... jangan
sebuk2 nak ikut.... beg den da berat sangat da... aishhh...
jangan tensen ok...?
pape pun.. korang sume tetap besttttt!!! good luck ntuk exam.. (dak2 umah ku sume... yang tengah presure2 sbb tengok aku ngemas2 kain baju segala..) and kt cik tipah trimas...
.. adoi.... bile la dpt jumpe korang lagi
.. waaa....
... pape pun.. sayang korang sume
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July 17, 2009
Kawan OhKawan....
Erm... Aku tertanye2... Well sebenarnya dari dulu lagi... patut ke kita ada kawan? Untuk apa kita berkawan? Sampai sekarang aku tak mampu nak jawab soalan-soalan tu walaupun setiap hari aku dikelilingi dengan kawan-kawan. Kadang-kadang aku ada terfikir... Aku ni kawan yang baik ke? Dorang semua berkawan dengan aku dengan ikhlas ke tak? Atau... adakah aku berkawan dengan mereka dengan ikhlas atau sekadar mencukupkan syarat yang setiap manusia perlu berkawan?
Ermm.. Am I deserve to be the one? cam pelik lak kn? Aku rase aku ni bukan la kawan yang baik pon... hahaha... what ever la kn? yang penting aku tau aku macam mana... sakit hati... dendam... bengang.. marah atau apa sahaja yang aku rasa... aku tak fikir semuanya aku patut kongsi dengan kawan-kawan aku... dilupakan dan melupakan.. perkara biasa dalam hidup aku... hahahhaha (ketawa selgi boleh).
July 06, 2009
Love's In The Air

Hey, listen to this love song
made special for those,
Whose been in love,
Now and forever.
The pain once you felt,
Seemed to be forget,
There's no much left within you,
Since the last love,
Now it seems to come back,
[Open your heart]
Love's in the air,
I said to you,
See the love,
Glooming around you.
Be lovable,
That's the only thing I wanna say,
The sadness will disappear,
The happiness will come through.
LIsten to this love song
Made special for you,
For the lovers out there,
The hard times that you've been through,
Patience the only answer.
This love song will beat,
Until no more love left,
Till then, let's rock it,
love's in the air.
~~~Made special to all my friends~~~
July 04, 2009
Love That I Forget
[Love] Things that she tried to show,
[Hurt] Only hurting me,
I try to forget those sweet memories,
I try to forget those sweet promises,
[Run] I try to escape,
[Hide] From the reality,
The fact that I can’t face,
The truth that lies front my eyes,
Why should I?
Be the one that hurt,
Become the one who suffers,
Though things have nothing to do with me?
Rap:
[The love that she gave,
The hurt that she left,
The sweet voice that I try to erase,
The thing that haunting me,
Every single night]
I run away from the fact,
Hide from everything,
Hoping for true love to find me.
June 25, 2009
Loved or Being Loved...?
People may say that I'm quit stupid,plus when it comes to this kind a questions. Well there's nothing different! being Loved or loved someone, at the end of it we are the one who'll suffer most. No matter how much we try, to be lovable but we still have to face some cicumstance. Without realizing it we have to make many sacrifice for something that we love. What a suck! Why can't we just leave it behind, and stop thinking about LOVE? It's still hurt even though we being loved and more hurt when we love that much (not just towards our families also friends, girlfriends or boyfriends). So why we should have the feeling? (Questions that I always ask myself actually.) Just one reason that I read before, God gives us the feeling. Like it or not, love is still in the air....
June 09, 2009
No Matter...!!
No matter how much I try
I still the one
The unwanted person that exist
Without any reason to live
No matter how much I do
I still the one
The person that people hate most
That they regret a lot
No matter what I say
I still the one
That people won’t listen to
As they hate me that much
But no matter they try
To keep me a side
I still the one
Who appreciate them most…?
No matter they do
I still the one
Who keep on survive in my own world
Even though with this regret
No matter what they say
I still the one
Who deaf enough to keep quiet
Listen to their words
A Say by Ms. WHO?!
Please don’t cry;
If I leave;
Please do believe;
Love to be with you;
It’s all true;
Shy to admit;
Relief that we meet;
As time passes away;
I will stay;
I’ll be with you;
If that you want me to do;
The fate that we face;
Thing we can’t erase;
Nor sweet memories could do;
Only bad regards will speak to;
People will forget me;
Only that I could be;
Nothing I could do;
Because I’m just the Ms. WHO?!
May 12, 2009
For You...~~~
Though you would not read this
But I still dedicated this to you
To show my appreciation, my love for you
Though it would be nice for us be together
Still things happen between us
I still be here, ‘cause I’ll be with you forever
Harsh words I said…
Never meant to hurt your feeling
I’m sorry for everything I said
I’m sorry for what I’d done
I try my best to be nice
I try as far as I could to be the one
For you to accept me in your life
For you to love me even for once
And this dear song I wrote for you
To tell you how I feel
This lone road that I march alone
Tell a story of broken heart
How I longing to be accept
Be part of you, even though I really am
How I longing for all these years
For your love and attention
It made me down, for being unwanted
Being in unpleasant place
Unpleasant situation….
Tense made me cry, and tears fall down
Why won’t people understand?!

Face It...~~~
The fact that already written
The fate that already said
Everything that happen
Face it
The burden that made you fall
The thing that made you cries
That everything was made for you
Scared of reality
Of the unspoken truth
That makes me creeps
All centuries it had
Face the fact that you’re the one
The experiment made by human
Face the fate that written for you
No place to run
‘And I try to face
But fail to do so
I hide and I cry’, you said once
Blaming others for everything
Face that love not for you
Face up the reality
Fate can’t be change
No matter what will happen
Face it with open heart
Face up the reality
That haunts you all night
Face it the fate
That it can’t be change….!
April 15, 2009
Wanna Fly Away (2nd Verse)
Though it’s far,
Still believe that I could reach there,
How wonderful it could be
To be in a place, people didn’t know me
Wandered alone
Searching for someplace
Seek for happiness
Seek for peacefulness
The meets that I attend
The faces that I see
The things that haunting me
I stop to believe…
Just how nice I could fly
Won’t bothered anyone anymore
I’m sick, I’m tired
Pretending to be nice
As tears fall down
Said to myself
People are the same
And I stop to believe
Stretch out the wings
The wind can’t stop me
And I’ll fly away
Forget those days
Even the sweetest memories
Which I don’t have any
I won’t comeback
The flight that I made
Is the last flight
Which I won’t come back anymore...