Am I That Bad?

People look at me as I made a big mistake,
every words I said they take as no big deal,
as I'm not that important in their life,
tried so hard to be the best,
but they still look down at me,
Am I That Bad?

Sometimes,
they ignoring me,
they said bad things at my back,
they treat me as i'm not exist,
Am I That Bad?

When i make deeds,
they think i want to show off,
they think i have something behind it,
if it good,
it's not worth for them,
said i just want to take advantages,
if it bad,
it's always be bad,
and they keep repeating it,
Am I That Bad?

I lose my confidence,
hope i was not exist,
people stare and their ignorance,
make tense and hopeless,
I'm nothing but a Bad Person.